Loving Someone
Loving someone (or anyone for that matter) hurts a lot – Always; without exception. No matter how much you invest yourself in that relation, it is never enough and in return, you never get enough either. And still, you keep putting yourself out there again, feeling more cautious than before – placing each calculative step with care; hoping against all hope that this time will be different, rolling a boulder up the hill, like Sisyphus – in a fool’s paradise. And then sometimes, it doesn’t even matter. At times, nothing does. You just feel like giving up and let it end. Like just take a deep breath and let all the inhibitions, exasperation and anticipation exhale out of you and let go of the burden which has haunted you for so long that it has become a part of you – Living inside you, feeding off your soul just to crush you down into nothingness one day. Perhaps that wouldn’t be so bad after all – falling through a void, disappearing into nothingness wherein you would fade away, y...
